Annoying

Today, I didn't get to meet with sir bcause no transport... This is getting really annoying!!  It's the third time, I'm supposedly meet him but the first time, there are other guest come to meet him, the second time, he suddenly went to KL and the third time, me myself don't have the transportation.. If like this, better I close my mouth and don't meet him😒😒.. I want to be professional but it's getting on my nerves.. And I'm in desperate need to message any cute guys that are single and available bcause I keep disturbing him... Probably, if I have others to text with.. I won't keep on texting him and if one day, he feel annoyed bcause I keep on texting him.. Our friendship will probably... 😐😐