I got a new post!!

Assalamualaikum and Woohoo!! I'm the secretary for student council in my college... My president are so awesome and whom I look up to, his face is really cool #Someone like Sam Tsui! Although the job as a secretary required me to do a lot of leeter, proposal,minutes and etc... But I have fun but at the same time stressful *Its a complicated feeling. I got my own assistant!! Cool right!! Hopefully I could handle this new responsibility and do the job with flying colours!! Doa for me, so that I will not be too preasure with the things, I just learn but have fun in this student council.. Love u guys!! Xoxo

Is it wrong??

Is it wrong for me wanting to be pamper when I'm sick? Why is my family ignoring me although I'm sick? Can't I wish for a homemade food when I'm sick? Is it wrong for me to complain? Why is my family like this? I think it's true that most of my friends are just faking to be friendly with me. I want to be noticed. I want to be loved. Is it wrong of me to ask for all of this? I'm getting used to be alone when I'm sick. No one would be sitting beside me when my fever is rising. No one would notice I'm sick. It almost as I have become used to be alone when I'm sick. No one to rely on. My mom not here, my dad busy with his job, my sister with their own life and my so called friends who only need me when I am needed. Is there anyone that actually need me? Is it wrong for me to be sensitive? No one actually need me because I'm just a lonely, useless type of girl! Although, I try to change myself but I'm still useless aren't I!! Hah! I sound really pitiful! I guess I'm just faking but still no good...

Having a crisis with my bff!!

Assalamualaikum~~ Ok actually I was kinda hurt by my bff way.. When it comes to me, she could easily said no but when others ask for her help.. She just nod and do whatever they ask.. Yesterday, actually I was at my school and miss asked me to joined a survey "something" at a hotel.. So I wanted to ask my bff to join with me but she said no coz she was lazy.. Well that I can understand coz she and I alike.. We both a lazy so yeahhh I get her.. But during the club session, other schools are organizing a game and ask my school students to join..  And what it hurt me is that, she doesn't even bother asking me to join with her but she join with other students when ask her and still doesn't ask me whether that I want to join her.. My "niat" is actually I want to join all the games with her but when I ask her only one game, she could join with me coz she had already group with others.. And it occured to me that if I didn't ask her to join me that means she will be joining all the games with others instead of me... And it actually hurt me to think that my bff doesn't consider me as her best friends 😭😭😭

On my way to Bon Odori Malaysia

Assalamualaikum~~ Ok sekarang saya tgh on de way gi bon odori dgn bestie sy n kwn sy... Dlm bas, duduk sowg je😭 bab kawan sy yg sowg tu first gi jd beri laluan pd td tok duduk ngan jazz... Jadi mesti la daydream sambil dgr lagu kn alang2 xde owg.. Nanti ada singgah times square tp kalo nk gi Sg. wang pon bole bab seberang je😀😙.. Pastu gi sunway pyramid for lunch 😜.. N trus gi bon odori.. Woooohoooo😆😀😄😃 maklum la pegi ngan bestie n kwn mesti best kan!!!!

Currently feeling..... Waiting for Mr.Prince

Well.. Why is the title like that? I bet that's what u are thinking right now.  Actually I just finished watching a movie called "Beauty and the Beast",*wait it's not the disney animated type*. It's actually a France movie *is it the correct term??.. Anyway in this movie, make me think that I like the special type... U know the tall, weird, hunky and hot. But well how do I say this, with a body like mine.. It's really impossible but hey! Nobody said that I can't hope for Mr prince charming said that he loved eternally right.😍  Ahhh... I wish there is a guy who is tall, special, hunky and hot fall in love with me😍

My Current Feeling

Ok.. Now I'm changing my malay journal to english journal... Well bcoz I want to improve my english... Ok now I'm a college girl in Stamford College.. And my final is tomorrow *screaming 😱..  Its malaysian studies...  My feeling??  Its complicated actually it's like all this feeling *nauseous, nervous, bored, not mood at all* combine into one... I feel so.   Urghh!!  I can't even describe how I feel!!! It's like all my spirit had left me...  And damn!! Tomorrow is final too!!!

Cinta Pandang Pertama??

Askom/yo, so saya baru balik dari hospital selepas ditahan di wad selama 3 hari 2 malam.. Mesti korang fikir apa kene mengena hospital dengan cinta pandang pertama kan?? Biar saya cerita dari mula,  5 hari lepas saya asyik sakit perut je jadi pegi la klinik swasta, doktor suspek keracunan makanan. Jadi bila balik perut macam lagi sakit sampai tak boleh tidur.. Esok harinya, ibu bawa la pergi hospital P pula, sampai hospital dalam pukul 9 tapi disebabkan nak jumpa doktor pakar kena la tunggu sampai pukul 11:30 sebab doktor kene check patient yang lain dulu yang dah masuk wad tu.. Bila nama saya kene panggil je terus saya masuk bilik doktor, masuk je ternampak satu doktor yang tersangat la cute *itu la cinta pandang pertama saya.. Cara die cakap lembut aje tapi nampak kool sangat pada mata saya.. Die tanya la kenapa sakit, bila mula sakit etc.. Pastu masa kene check perut tu *mesti la ada nurse perempuan.. Doktor kene tekan perut bab nak check mana sakit kan, lembut aje die tekan perut saya plus tangan die lembut gila.. haha.. Dah habis doktor check perut, mesti la akan slow talk dengan doktor kan.. Jadi doktor cakap kene masuk wad untuk buat ujian sikit.. Pastu macam biasa la, doktor tu akan datang tengok patient dia pagi n malam.. Setiap kali, dia datang makin nampak comel lak.. hihi.. Bila tiba hari terakhir duduk kat wad, doktor datang la check untuk pastikan saya betul2 boleh balik.. Masa tu, doktor kena check perut saya lagi. Maksudnya kena tekan perut saya lagi la. Masa tu saya asyik tengok je muka dia n dengar suara doktor la tapi kene cover la kang tak pasal2 malu haha.. Dah habis check perut, doktor start cakap pasal ubat n mungkin saya kene jumpa balik doktor bab ada jangkitan plus bengkak kat perut saya.. Masa tu, doktor banyak cakap dan senyum hehe apalagi saya pon stalk la doktor tu tapi time tu je la.. Agak2 la, ini cinta ke atau sekadar minat je?? Tapi tak apa, sape tahu masa saya jumpa jawapan tu.. Nanti saya inform lagi huhu..


P/S: Tapi tak tahu la doktor tu dah kahwin ke belum.. Takkan nak tanya direct plak kan hihi.. Kadang2 terfikir gak saya ni memang mudah tertarik/terpersona atau girls memang macam tu.. Tapi serius doktor tu memang comel plus kool sangat2..