Friday, 6 November 2015

It's stupid

Assalamualaikum ~ I know I'm stupid.. I'm so happy in giving him this gift but now all I feel is down.. Because I go and stalk his IG and a lot of his ex-girlfriend picture... My heart feels really hurt... I know that I'm the one who is "perigi mencari timba"..  I know it's hard to make someone fall for us when his heart is own by someone else ..  Am I too hopeful? It's stupid but I feel like crying... It's my first time to fall this hard for a guy and that one guy is someone who is out of my reach.. 😭😭😭😭 I know it's stupid but sometimes I just want to say that... I'm sorry I'm not like her or atleast what you expect me to be..

Things Happen 4 Reasons

Assalamualaikum ~~ Now, I'm probably always in not a very cheerful mood. Me n Mr President is no more.. I keep on texting him as usual but I'm afraid that I'll always be on the friendzone.. I know good things take time.. U see I never felt this toward a guy for such a long time.. Usually, I'm the type that easily feel bored when liking a guy... Probably, this is a test from Allah to see my will.. Insyallah, I'll keep being cheerful and happy.. Life must go on right? Don't worry, I won't go and do stupid things.. I love my life.. And I won't be discourage, just because small things happened, at the same time. College, life, family, friends, work, love.. I will face it and I know that all the things happen for reasons.. Remember, every cloud has a silver lining. 😍😍